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Her pov-

Life always seems to be unfair towards me from the very start,it's like density has not written the world called happiness in my life but then he came to be the solution to my every misfortune and looking at him today standing in front of me made me cry out each pain I went through.

Some by others,some by friends who are hiding their cunning mind behind the mask of selflessness and most by my own family.

Log sahi bolte h

"Dard apno ke diye ghav dete h dusro ke toh mehsoos bhi naii hote unke saamne"

(The wound sting when it's given by each her own,but it doesn't even feel when it's by others)

'But he is the hopefulnessof my distress'

He came forward and held me without voicing out anything just let me take out the agony I'm holding till now He didn't ask anything just keep me in his embrace ,making me feel I finally found home in a dark lonely destination .

His pov-

"Why?  They don't love me am I not good or I'm a burden to them?".... seeing her like this i felt my heart cry on her distress

"I always did what they asked then why i still need to be lonely among everyone "..... I don't know what she went through but no matter,I am here with her to let her know she got me .

But i want to hear her today ,the pain, the insecurities,the agony everything so I just sit there quietly with her in my embrace letting her take out everything she has kept inside.

After seeing no moment from her i looked at her face which is looking out of the wind aimlessly making me want to rip those people who are behind her pain

'And I raghuvendra Siya Raghuvanshi can burn the universe for her even it's her own family who try to harm her, and today they wrote their destruction phase on own and I siya raghuvendra Raghuvanshi husband promise to make every single person behind her sarrow pay double the amount '

But right now my whole focus should be on her and no one so taking deep breath I asked her while smoothing her hair which is blocking my view.

"Are you okk fluff...."but i see no reaction so before I asked anything i searched for water and luckily it was present taking the water glass i brought it near her lips which she gulped it down in one go.

"Do you want to talk about it ".....i might be a person who doesn't listen to anyone but for her i am a good listener

"I want to, but with  everyone"......her voice is devoid of emotions making my heart twist in the wrong way but nevertheless I agree with her just to make her free from the  demon surrounded around her whom she never confronted nor fight but today it's a day where I want her to remove that lock out emotions and fight .

"Then let's go talk and move on permanently to never look back".....i said giving her my hand which she took without much thought and with lots of determination behind it

We move out just to see everyone is on their own thoughts ,but seeing us they stand on their place just to know what's gonna happen.

"Siya".... before her mother can speak further I showed her my hand

"Today My wife will talk and you guys gonna listen"........i gave them a look which clearly indicates

'you die if you interrupt her '

I feel her hand sliding from mine which made me turn towards her just to see her bringing a dining chair and kept in between her and her mother.

Her pov-

Today I want to be free from every allegation,guilt,pain ,

Selfishness, self demotivation, insecurities,being burden everything.....i just want to speak what my heart has stored and locked it for many years in the fear of losing those who were never mine.....so I did what i always wanted to

'"You know the chair you  wanted me to sit is the same which was snatched from me while saying that I'm selfish to take my sister's place because I can never be satisfied with what I got ,this is not the only thing there are more but are you guys  able to listen because I don't think so"...... although I was telling all this to my father but my sole focus is on my mother ,whom I want to tell what she did to me, that how always my things are for share but my siblings things are solely their.

"Isn't a 7 yr kid like a bud of a plant who is yet to bloom then how do you think she will know what is to be selfless" ........i said this looking directly to my mother's eye's

"Then how can that girl who just wants to have a seat near her father just to feel what it is to be near him ,get a privilege to eat with his hand is selfish and i am not only selfish for this but every other thing goes wrong with your other kids right...huh tell me"

"Or how can the same girl in tender age of 10 be irresponsible bcs she forgot her tiffin in school and told to learn from her elder siblings aren't they meant to check upon their younger ones then why am I opposite to all around me...huhh"

"Is because I was not your eldest kid or is because your eldest daughter was pretty and got your image whether I'm the average,ugly dukling for everyone out there and you too"..........I just want them to know the pain I always feel after  seeing them playing a happy family where I'm not included.

"It's not what you think of siyu......" My mother tried holding me while saying this but i just couldn't let her, it will only increase my pain that how she made me feel unwanted and unworthy,I can see my family eyes getting covered by guilt but that's not what I want ,all I want is justification of my lost childhood,of my lonely teenage,and of my misfortune adulthood .

"Oh then how it is .....ohhh !let me tell you ,all you ever want is daughter who can represent you like show piece with no emotion on her but it's just for me , exclusively for me because your other kids are your precious pearls for whom you can go against anyone but for me you can't shut those ladies who just come and criticized me ,am i right "......i see her shaking her head but today i want answer of injustice happened with me .

I looked at my right to see my brother had moist eyes but it didn't affect me at all, it only erupted the volcano of emotions but the primary of all is 'Anger', taking long steps i stand in front of him with a bucket of questions whose answer I never got, but he has every  answer which i need this instant.

"Aren't we all three were close huh,you are the one who used to tell me ....siyu I will beat any one who bullies you then how...how is it possible that you itself became the one among them huhh ,you used to give me everything your 'lil cupcake' asked you or didn't asked,you knew me better..when I needed what, then how you can not understand me now...What changed after you went for higher studies with 'di 'that you forgot that you got one more sister who is waiting to be again in the protective arm of her elder brother... but how come the one return back was not 'our' but 'her brother 'what changed or I should say why did you Both changed and made me outsider in my own home.....tell me what went wrong that you forget me ......Tell me huhhh........" at this point I'm screeming but i don't give fuck ,i want my answers .........you can voice it out when 'di 'needed you ,when bhabhi needed you but not when I needed you.you knew what they were doing to me even in home but you were silent Because I have no brother nor husband right then let's make it clear today."

" You Arjun Singh is no one to me Just a mere stranger "

I see the wave of hurt in his eyes but It doesn't hurt me  anymore the only feeling i felt was relief from the burden of relationship which was always on one sided now it's over forever.... maybe not by blood but some relation only required heart which was lacking in this and it was best to let go such relations.

"No I'm sorry...i never intended to hurt you intentionally cupcake.....I just didn't know how to react, meeting you after so long ,I and bhavi were always together which made our relation strong but it does not mean you were less important but i just don't know how to approach you after coming back and slowly you had withdrawn yourself which made me ...... I'm sorry......."I can see his guilt but can one's guilt bring what I lost, no right .

"It's late ,too late your sorry can never change the dynamic between us can it no .....i might have become distant but isn't you were my siblings,my elder brother than how did you not thought to approach or mend things bcs you were a coward who have no guts"......i don't want to say much to him so I move towards my father.

"Siyu "......his voice feel with love and longingness which i always wanted but today doesn't make me happy anymore ,bcs it reminds me about the time i longed for him to just say anything with any emotion be it Anger only but he never approached me not when I was going to leave this house forever, but I had seen him and 'di' crying their heart out when she was getting married,I was jealous with the bond they share the way they care and with everything but i guess i was foolish to expect anything from them bcs, they were not there even when I was at my most vulnerable stage,not even when I was lonely,not even when those relatives keep taunting me for one or other thing for him his other kids and his work matters not Siya bcs she can handle her self.

"Why"?....... it's the only thing I can ask now

"I'm sorry,i never intended to do it but seeing your siblings going made me feel lonely.."

"Ohhh so that made you forget that you have one more child who carve for you of course you will ,I was extra in your life right...."I might sound rude but then why only I.

"No no ".......his any clarity can't be enough so let it be

"Let's stop here okk , let's make it clear that you and me are no longer anything for each other anymore,bcs when you were not there when I wanted you most what the use of it now you just can't feel guilty over the lost time with daughter about whom you never cared enough to know is she fine or worst even surviving or not,I had enough so let's stop ".......I did what felt right to me.

But I want my answers from one person who is the reason for my every misery .....so I stand in front of her to know what is wrong with me to get treated like just mere stranger

"You knew I was insecure,you knew I was introverted among the unknown,you knew my fear,you knew what was going on with me ,You knew everything but still you choose to ignore it why?" Because you never cared or I was adopted by you all huh "

"No no siyu what are you saying you are my daughter,our daughter ".....I can feel her saying the truth but it doesn't matter now .

"Then why was I treated the way you treated me"

" Bcs I'm not beautiful compared to your elder daughter or not outspoken like your son or don't have dressing sense like your daughter in law or my figure which is like a potato sack making you feel embarrassed ".

"What was the reason to always compare me with others,look at her how she speaks to others why can't you?,look at her she does both home and office work why can't you ?look she is so attentive towards her body and you are just becoming a burden, look she is perfect why can't you?"

"Because I can't I'm not any of them I'm me ,I'm Siya and I'm like this why can't you be proud of me huh why I need to be like others to make you love me as far i know mother love doesn't based on demands irrespective to any situation mother love is pure then why yours is different or it was just In my case "

"Siya don't do this, don't do that, siya it's not yours, Siya don't bully others, siya be Lil manner full, siya why are you so disappointment, Siya why don't you eat less,look at you become like pumpkin, why are you like this ,first short in height now like pumpkin ,you don't even know how to work properly,you are selfish, disappointment, irresponsible, doesn't have sense of work,just want your sisters place etc."

"Enough ,because I'm what I'm why you always want to make me like others just because you didn't stand with your daughter i need to face people who mock me every day knowing i have no one to take my stand bcs one is busy , other forgot and who is left will mock me in double amount "..

"Just bcs you people give liberty to others to mock your own kid they make our Life hell and no it just not only me there is thousands out there who face the same not because of others but the reason behind is their own family ".

"It's ok if you beat us and tell us to work like slaves but why you keep comparing one to another is it so hard to understand that each and every individual is different from other then why you want to make someone like someone else huh tell me "..

"Why should I learn from your elder daughter and what cooking comes on even if you know what a great cook she was, study's huh in which she has always been average and then what beauty so you can flaunt infront of weaker or inferior one .....if yes then I'm happy being average,I'm happy being myself and now you be happy with your self centred family bcs from today i don't consider you all anything i got my own people who don't see what pro and cons will come with me if they gonna take me in" .

"That's what the family is, each one loves the other one without gain and loss. "

"Siya beta "....

"Don't maa ,it feels fake now just like your every emotion....."i just want to go away but I need to know what went wrong

"I just want to know why? then there will be no more justification".......I just want this to end

"I was worried when people started talking about you ,that you were not like me or didn't take shadow of your sister,i just want to make you perfect so they don't talk such absurd things in front of you but the facade of strictness made me loss in the world where I can't see that i was doing is  wrong to my own blood ,in the influence of World,I was just worried  about what would world say..your father too tried telling me but i always told him it's for your good..I'm sorry just forgive me once".......doesn't she sound stupid

"Forgive for what all do you even know the trauma a kid just goes through because of ignorance in the family "

"This is the problem of most of us , what would the world say

Why the hell does the world need any say in my or someone else matters huh, are you listening to yourself,why some strangers will decide that I'm certified to be in this world or not ,who are they to set a standard for someones living because they clearly don't have right when you guys are my parents ,so and when the world decide to point out on me you should have been my shield not one of them ,this is what where problem arise you guys let the world have control whether person is innocent or guilty, you know what is worst the world does ,discrimination based on gender perspectives specially if girl is born she has to be in certain limit and live her life satisfying everyone from her home to her in laws to each one in the world,but they made it much  difficult for those who goes against their set rules to live their life, bcs they can't digest that why should be do what we want and most sad of all this is the one who have problem with feminine to be in front is not man but  most of them is women .who thing it's okk to degrade a girl if she looks ugly,or don't know how to do household work or not upto their remark you know worst part they will give us character certificate even if we raise our eye lashe near boys and men .....and still you all will  be quiet and enjoy because hume kya hume thodi bol rahe h and at the end it would be the girl whom you gonna question after giving such statements bro you clearly told you got nothing to do with it so back off naii maje toh sabko lene hote h and families let them treat their child like this in the name of teaching manners really ....you guys are mentally sick

(What it has to do with us ,they are not telling us)

You go and question your own blood,Is she right ,did you do something, are you having an affair and all instead of raising ur voice firmly towards them ,you raise in us and you know what is worst situation if parents have more then 2 kids the one of they is invisible to parents he or she is just show piece to them and football for world just keep dodging bcs they got no feelings,if that's the case then fucking use protection don't make a child life dark just to feed your ego, because not every parents deserve to be parents like not every kids deserve to be kid.

"Just let me tell you something your world can never change one's destiny it was pre-planned by Mahadev so just fucking accept it ."

"Don't make one, victim of your oh so perfect life  because no one can be, it's how being human is so just don't let them feed their ego by accepting their nonsense theory it destroys someone's life phase .....".and with this i turned to my husband who was listening to everything without interrupting, giving me support just by existing in this room .

"Let's go back to our home they are not one that makes me happy ,You do so just take me where I can be away from toxicity".....i said all this by keeping my head on his chest where I can hear his heartbeat, which calms me even when my mind is juggling with emotions he is my sanity whom I cannot loose not now not ever.

"Let's go back home i want to be with my family for whom I matter not my outer appearance "......this time i said looking directly in his eyes

"Let's go "......and he immediately called driver uncle to bring out my luggage

We started moving but i stop in middle and turn back to see each member carrying their own guilt ,but their regret can't bring what is lost .

Have you ever heard that precaution is better than a cure i guess it's just a quote and nothing else for most of them

"Human is one such specie who never like seeing others moving forward just because of one emotion jealousy"

"Not even parents treat all the kids equally one is always born to enjoy all favouritism but it doesn't give you the right to neglect the other of your child ,and also over doing everything only destroys things".....with last look to everyone, everything and light heart I move out feeling the soothing wind caressing my face making me feel the freedom from all the stuck up past memories.

I feel someone holding my hand making me know that he is there with me , i tightened my hold and with his hand in mine we moved towards a better present with a promise to never look back to hurtful past ,with this we leave for Our home.

Author POV-

After Siya  left the Singh house, no one spoke anything and moved towards their room to mourn over the lost time,bcs  how can they blame each other or others when they let them walk over their family member ,what a irony , humans can do anything to satisfy their ego even if it means to sacrifice other happiness they will  give it happily without much thought no matter if that person is one among you.

It's not others who are at fault but our own family because for them , satisfying the world is more important than their kids happiness .

It's not always about a problem sometimes it's about one's ego and in the siya mother case it was the same even in , most of the family it's the same they can't accept to have someone different ideology than them or someone inferior then them in their House or world.

Accepting one kind is comparatively easier than someone different then them either be it , face , complexity,nature, mindset anything.

And here according to siya mother how can her daughter be short,not got her body ,didn't choose the profession what she want made other took advantage to fill her mind .

She was not a kid to spoon feed but we humans are born stupid

specifically in kids case because in coming future it only does is make your kid either opposite of what you want or be the puppet of others with them have no voice for themselves

No parents is wrong but it doesn't mean their future planning for their kid is right let one choose what they want it's everyone right accept the person the way he / she is .

Don't let your own demons destroy other future and in end all you left with ashes of regrets and past memories.

Be a parent your kid deserves if they are trying to be what you deserve.

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Okk so here you go with lengthy ch

Let me clarify something that i wanted this story to be simple but an incident took place near my household which gave me the plot of this story so enjoy and let  me know your opinion about this issue because it's something we should not neglect.

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